I got a phone call about a new job opportunity where my salary will be increase by £5000 a year (which would be such a blessings to my household). At first I told him that I am happy in my job and I only been here since January but ask him to email me his details for further reference.
But after hanging up, I begin to think, I do that all the time, become scared when new opportunity comes along because I think I might make the wrong decisions, but for the last three months, numerous companies has been offering such opportunity and I always turn them down even though it’s more money than my current position. For me salary is important but not everything because I want enjoyment and challenges from my career. But I also remember that I decided this is not my career but a job and I need to start working towards my career; so if I need to get a better paid job to jump start that career, I am going for it. So I email him back with my CV, received an email when I came in this morning saying he has arrange for me to come in today to see them 😳.
When I read that the first emotion I felt was fear, had to get rid of that immediately, fear because it’s dress down Friday and I have on jeans and trainers (sneakers); I told him the truth and he said that is fine.
So at 5:30 I will be going to see if this new opportunity is the best step for me right now.
I really need to do a little prayer session on my lunch break to be in the right frame of mind and not nervous and scared.
the ranting I did yesterday was small but has helped me tremendously. I know I heard my therapist told me in the past that I hold things within and I must find a way to release my frustration and built up anger or it would destroy me. But my rant release some things that were within, I didn’t rant about everything but that made room for more stuff to come forward. Last night I went to bed so emotional but the right sort of emotions. I am slowly healing myself using my own self help guide (my own positive thinking thoughts) and I feel so good, I cannot express how I am feeling today.
At this moment my inside feels like when you see you crush across a room and your heart skip a beat and you have butterflies in your tummy 😊. So I know what I am doing is good and is working.
So my lesson from yesterday’s rant is to release my frustration and anger more and create more room for new experiences and lessons so that I continue to improve daily.
Reblog if this is a lie and you have made amazing friends on the internet.
It’s does work, I have talked with many off the internet, some I have been speaking too for over 10 years and have never met but have created a great bond. Plus the ones I have met. To me it’s depends on the people and the intentions of those individuals.
OK Highway Patrol Captain George Brown says the best “tip” for women to not get raped by a cop is to “follow the law in the first place so you don’t get pulled over.” http://youtu.be/BO8g8akPWcY(Last third of the video).
Three serial rapists in 3 weeks arrested in Oklahoma, all cops.
Pro tip: if you’re signaled to pull over (whether you’re male or female) and you’re in a place that has no witnesses, turn your hazard lights on to acknowledge the officer’s siren, and drive to the nearest gas station or populated area. This is accepted protocol by every agency. You are not obligated pull over until you can do so safely. This includes personal safety. Understand your rights, brothers and sisters. There are disgusting examples of authority in this world.
and older men, since I was in my teens, older men has always had a fascination with me and still in my late thirties that has not stop.
After reading Octavia E Butler “Fledgling” I am becoming to think I must have some form of scent that induce them. Even men with wives think that they can talk me into bed with them. When am polite and try not cause no problems, I am seen as aggressive and taking things the wrong way. So you telling me to post you some nudes and let take a day off work so we can “fucked” not my words is not being aggressive and disrespectful to me at all.
Some black men shame me the way they act sometimes; but doesn’t mean the white men doesn’t try also but they try to be slick about it.
I need some repellant for these kind of folks, someone need to invent that for me.
Spray repellant for all unwanted attention, whoever invent that would makes millions.
1. Take time to ponder the questions “What really matters in life; what do I want to have achieved when I look back over my life?”
2. Make time for solitude and silence. Filling every minute makes it hard to listen to our intuition, or that inner guiding voice.
3. Seek out people who inspire…
I would go to one of these parties but first I gotta make sure my health insurance covers it
Dancehall is becoming like a gymnastics games, too much flips and spin. I prefer the dayz of bogle and butterfly. Where you actually made friends with people you meet when you went out. I so miss those dayz 😩😭